Connecting with the higher vibrations of universal love, God

Some deep thoughts about life earlier on.
Trying to feel more at ease when I am sucked in to a madness.
Droste effect, fear in eternity, from one room to another room in my mind.
A psychosis.
Trying to find the universal love then.
That is more difficult than most people think.
Moved in to myself.
Like every thought is drawn in to a fear.
Within eternity. Losing yourself.
Time. Labyrinths. Fantasy. Reality?
Learn yourself, you don't learn that in school.
Losing yourself in society.
You are thought to work in school. What about the rest?
The person who you really are.
Society doesn't reflect on the afterlife.
Doesn't feed you energy, love.
You should look the other way around. 
From the afterlife on society.
A burn out is around the corner, because people don't learn how to feel or think.
Within time, lost. Relationships, lost. What is normal. Who are you ?
Within yourself, within the love of God, within the afterlife, within reincarnation.
How do you reflect that.
Within one life, within multiple lives.
What is important to take with you and what is ok to let go off.
A never ending story in a foggy place, no sunshine. Darkness in all corners.
Sucked in to one life,
not glowing with the vibrations of oceans from the higher spheres.
Moving from one life in to another.
A never ending story in love and sunshine in the bigger picture.
Souling from one planet to another with your twin soul. 
Always happy.
Connecting with the higher vibrations of universal love, God.
Al spirit, Al soul, Al womanhood, Al manhood. Al motherhood, Al fatherhood. Al dust,
Al plasma, Al personality, Al character, Al Justice, Al color, Al light.
You see these things in everything surrounding you.
In the smallest things, in the biggest things.
Planets, animals, nature, stars, humans, the wind.
Growing higher in the 7 degrees.