Countdown to homelessness

oft times motivations quits

for -- no money iz the pits

especially without any rich uncle (sam) in my orbitz

2 ease worse case than bing covered head 2 toe with nits!
Countdown to homelessness
the medium of the spoken and/or written word
 avast milieu this scrivener doth assay
the aim sans this missive constitutes avoiding
   living in a cardboard box or bidet
house zing debacle roof lee looms approximately
   soffit teen eaves from this day

June thirtieth two thousand seventeen indicates
   when rental lease will find our psyches fillet
so this buster brown (actually caucasian)
   hoops to stave off turning fifty shades of gray

weigh past the time of life to gather rose buds – boot hay
where touted as an AARP candidate my inner child doth inlay

as I approach thee outer limits per twilight zone of this a may

zing lee youthful mwm  - who does not buck and neigh

against mortality reckons, a safe and secure domicile

   important basic need (codified by Abraham Maslow) – okay
this LVII year young chap haint expect tin tubby be housed
   in a courtly manor – yet anxiety poverty will play

a cruel trick and find me jump off a bridge – with out quay

King to bring cessation of existence – when nada ray

of salvation seems to pleasantly sashay

and bring relief before that unwelcome ominous killer fate
   inch ever closer vis a vis incrementally from today
finds this father of deux darling near grown daughters

   whom might fare better brexit ting America
   and high tailing their dreams to Uruguay

cuz nary a snow ball chance in hell
   this elder cocker will nab employment

   since receiving social security disability countless years
   (viz anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, and prone
   to become emotionally panicky
   and paralyzed in social situations)

   and relies on the following medications,
   which alleviate, calm, and endow

   relief (from what ranked as debilitating, harrowing,
   and lacerating quality of being alive.

1. Clonozepam 0.5 MG Tablets;
    (generic - Klonipin);  (1 tablet 3x daily).        

2. Floxetine Hcl   40 MG CAPS; (Generic - Prozac).                                                                            
3. Prazosin 1 MG capsule - 1 capsule nightly.

4. Quetiapine Fumarate; (generic - Seroquel) -
    50 MG; (2 tablets 2x daily).

5. not a misprint – a higher dosage,
    this pop pops prior to bedtime.
    Quetiapine Fumarate; (Generic - Seroquel); 100 MG;
   (1 tablet at bedtime).

lack of money will pit and/or put us in a stance of bias,
discrimination, fugetaboutit mister - no matter ya speechify on yar dais
thus this body and mind own true grit - proving...cheeses cur heist...
   i belong with the mice.