Crossroads

Here at the cross roads
Which way do I go? 
The opposite of the sunset?
Or the the way back home?
I close my eyes to think. 
I let it all sink. 
Do I continue on this road? 
I'm ready for a change
Am I ready to leave? 
Maybe Im not. 
Am I ready to finally take this jump? 
A jump into Oblivion
Into a world unknown. 
Maybe I should just go back home. 
Everything is normal. 
Not one thing ever changes. 
I think it's time for me to make my own decision. 
It's time that I set out to be the person that I'm not. 
To be a better me. 
Mom, I hope you understand. 
I've finally made my decision . 
To be a better man.