DADDY NO

really sad story zaria  and happens to a lot of young people from older men  all i can say is keep your strength in you every day is a battle  but that strength will carry you through your life
its understandable to partly blame your own father for leaving but im sure if he knew it would change  people say you have to tell  its harder than anyone knows  but if you don't then keep your best quality's alive  with your strength          all the best       tina x

Hello Zaria,

Extremely good advice Tina in such a sad situation for any to have to endure and i am sorry Zaria that this has reared its ugly face once again in your life.Ignorance to some is a bliss and for those of them that cherish this blissfulness, you wish unfortunately for their removal from the existence of this earth and rightfully they should be and some times in more ways than one.It takes a strong person to stand and deliver  events such as this and you are a person of strength, its when we have been sapped of what we feel is all of our strength is when we reach deep within ourselves and substitute defeat with the will to muster enough energy to pull yourself back up and out allowing your head to once again remain above the level of water. Suzzan  anther strong survivor practices what she preach on a daily basis and just as you has allowed no one are nothing take and contain her will to be who she is and who you are and we here have all the opened ears in the world opened to your disposal and the encouragement to back it and to move mountains(if need be), on your behalf. We are proud of you just as we are of Suzzan and the ability she presented and enforcing, in the wake of the sever trials she had to face but she just as you are survivors to the utmost and to you both we render our full support and respect...

Forever in the corner of both of you and those that stand for the cause in which you have overcome,

Jimmy Arnold

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      YOU HAVE A VERY BIG HEART TINA, HOW YOU DON'T GET LOST IN IT, IS BEYOND ME.....