Daffodils and Tulips

Oh, how I long for the whiteness 
of a cold room
how I wish not to see the daffodils 
of warm yellow sun
and how I prefer not to see 
the tulips of April's spring
 
silence in eyes and ears 
is how I long to be 
 
no thoughts, no anger, just me
 
upon my reflections
of one peaceful moment
 
oh, how I do wish
I could simply lose
the colours from within...
 
just to be me, even for a single breath.