The Darkest Part of Me

You’ve left this hole deep within me
Feel as though I cannot breathe
Can’t let go of the past
I’ve lost the hope
You’ll never see
Want to forgive you
This subject saddens me
Tears stream down my face
Overwhelming sadness
It burns, it stings, it even bleeds
I pray that someday you’ll heal me
How can I forget?
I’d like to move on 
But it still haunts me
I often wonder if you even love me