Dear God

Life is such a game
I'm caught up in it's tricks 
if love really hurts
I hope it makes me sick
I hope I survive
to live another day
if life such a game
do I really want to play
kids die
the sirens just make it worst
they live though a day
living make it hurts
I'm writing this letter
because prayers wouldn't work
I hope you really read
before the devil read it first
one day I will die
friends was never there
so friends will never cry
all black to wear
but you will never die
in a world
where it's black or white
brighter days
is option for scary nights
if you really reading
I know you make it hard
life not for my pleasing 
but for my role 
not for misleading 
sneaking on success 
it can hear me with creeping
I don't wanna' die
that's why I'm never sleeping 
I really wanna' date
but girls don't understand me
I would date multiple
if you will expand me
yet I'm only single