DEAR JUDGE

3)   DEAR JUDGE  part1•••

Im prohibited from enforcing the law
In an act to avenge revenge by my own hands 
Luckily having kaci to raise 
Destroyed all animosity's game plans 
I  made the decision to leave it to the justice system 

But Pomposity was the outcome that ran as he the fucking JUDGE had that atrocity to offer her generosity it's a fucking hypocrisy as she stood across the dock from me as the fuckcuntslag judge was obviously on drugs To me cause reading out his verdict to be the outcome was some what of a shock to receive  

Your fee !!!?? 

With A Suspended sentence  

And A driving ban 

Is that a fucking joke of a verdict he enforced

That's the fucking justice system of course 
doing a fine job!!! 
 despite it's flaws 
Maybe it was just me that thought the punishment wasn't quite right

Apparently they said she'd suffered enough already

Maybe they need a little fucking insight !!! 

Maybe If the dear dear judge

herd my fight 

How about I tell u a story ? 

How about I write 

How about I take u back to 27/11/2006

back to that night that tore my world into bits 

Ill just let my Hand grip tight round the pen as I write letting words appear clear vivid and bright 
Then maybe you'll admit Her punishment wasn't right!! You just might of been scene as polite and may  I say !!!
A little fucking light 

So feel the pain through these words intended to you 

Fell the full extent of my pain faced again and again and trust me it's true

Maybe you reading about it from my point of view 

I think just maybe me JUDGE !

U should GET READY FOR PART 2!!!  

13) DEAR JUDGE P2 •••

So mr judge 
It's the 27th of November 
Every morning she's waking counting down till December 
A few days to go judge I'm sure u remember 
Now  the night in question  judge
Start at the ground floor
It was Half six in the morning 
knock knock knock 
go's the door 
Never a thought of concern
she's just coming home 
Late from the night before
I stormed out of bed 
just flicking the catch in rage 
The anger boiling my head 
Ready for the same excuses made 
I Just turned and went back to bed 
Didn't even a look round 
just quiet this time instead 
But it was not her JUDGE
That's when I was confused 
It was her dad 
"Sorry will" 
but I've got some bad news" 
she's been involved in an accident 
"but she's ok tho right ?" 
"No mate 
I'm so sorry will but I'm afraid she's died 

he had this look in his eye 
I could never describe 
As a feeling inside 
swallowed my pride 
Numb to my spine 
as thoughts hit my mind 
faster then my brain is designed 
To cope and untwine
 all the information combined
 with the shock that confines you temporarily blind then your daughter rise and shines so guess who's assigned to tell her yer mine 
But I'm not gonna lie judge
Deep down inside 
I'm telling myself it's a lie
And Praying to deity's up high
That they've got it wrong she fine 
she's still alive 
 actually it's that fat cunt Sam who died 

So mr judge 

now what would your verdict be ???

But hold on to that decision for me 

not done till You've read part 3 

 
14)  DEAR JUDGE P3•••

So dear judge allow me to continue 

Oh how my life's plans have shattered and fast

One minute im dreading getting up for work 

The next judge I'm  faced with the most harrowing of tasks

Tell me JUDGE 

could u work out the best way to tell your seed that her mummy has passed 

Now a little life solely dependent on you 

barley two and she's growing fast 

So as I pick her up MR JUDGE 

and I sit her on my lap 

with her tiny baby blues eyes
Mr judge 

staring me right back 

I'm thinking she's probably wondering why mummy didn't get this up this morning 

As my heart melts 

 I open my mouth 

trying to speak but my voice is week as I tumble and mumble the words are stumbled 

I tell her here mummy has died MR JUDGE! 

"She's now your personal angle beautiful" 

Way way up high

always watching over you

From her thrown In the sky

For you were truly the sweetest apple 

That set the twinkle inside your mothers  eyes

She will always be there  to guide you

Forever holding your hand in life 

as it slowly passes through

Even though you can't see her my little moo

Your Daddy's always right

So it must indeed be true 

So sadly mu lil monkey

From her on out it's just me and you

Daddy loves you so much 

And together we will pull though 

So MR SLUTCUNTJUDGE !! 

 do u need a part 4
I can carry on for sure 
but I warn u what will be n store 
will clear Your fucking courtroom floor  as I pour my heart out deeper then before