Dear you

I crave you.
i dont want to, 
but i need you.
its just everything you do,
the way you look,
the way you make me move,
its just everything about you,
you make me not wanna live without you,
but i have to let you go..
i dont want to,
but i need to.
i just wanted to let you know i loved you,
every bit and piece of you,
but you broke me into two,
was it worth it all?
was the high worth the fall?
you know what i did for a line, 
you know what i did to pass time,
you made me lose my mind,
the pain wasnt worth it at all,
you made me high but you let me fall,
i couldve died because of this love,
i couldve died because "you" are a drug.
but what you made me feel was real,
you left marks on me that i could not heal
you were my last dying wish
i took you as a soul mate,
i took you as a gift,
but loving you broke my heart, 
i shouldve known from the start...
i hate you but oh so badly i need you,
i dont want to but i do,
i cant have one, i cant have two,
i need all of you, i need all you do,
but damn i love it when i taste you,
fuck i wish i could erase you,
cause your everywhere i want to be, 
just you and just me.
you could bring your love 
and i could bring my pain
but i need to move on cause what will i gain?
bruises that wont heal, pain that will stay the same,
you cannot stay, you will not have your way,
i need to change but just so you know,
i loved you with every single breath,
you were my addiction and now your not,
goodbye crystal meth.