the death of one

one day a women came in a with a gun

i looked up in suspension

to see the most familiar face 

a face twisted in pain twisted with sorrow

i let out the laugh that was saved for only the people i trusted 

which was a mistake this person was the biggest person to never trust

 as i laughed she lifted the gun to my face

i stared in her eyes oh how dead they were i told her do it 

next i heard a sob then a bang

today i open my eyes to look in to a mirror

 to see my killer now im more scared because

i now know that in my head im dead but now im a robot only alive

physically like the rest of the world