Deep thinking?

Deep thinking ?

I am not at all religious
‘Immaculate conception’ 
Makes me doubt
I know about the ‘birds & bees’
So whats ‘that’ all about?

However, I do believe in afterlife
I think that may be true
Theres nothing that I would love more
To come back & visit you

I wouldn’t wanna scare someone
Oh no thats not my way
Just to view them down from heaven
Maybes once or twice each day

Thinking this gives me pleasure
Its really how I feel
So when the time comes & I die
It will be no big deal 

Its a lovely thought
To think your loved ones
Are watching over you
They will get a laugh mind at the things
That some of us will do

My Mam & Dad must constantly
Be shouting “Hey our Jill,
Its time for you to take a rest
Coz you are never still”

But long as I don’t worry them
Or never make them sad
Then they can watch over me all they like
That notion makes me glad ?

Theres another thing I think is true
The date we die is pre-arranged
But theres nothing you can do 
Your destiny is mapped out for you