DEMENTIA (In Loving Memory of You, Grandpa)
I will never forget the way you looked at me
When I left a temporary imprint
Of a kiss from my lipstick on your forehead
Your eyes filled with such calmness
I knew it was coming, it could be any day
Before your angel would come to take you away
Some days you knew it too
Then others you would forget who was who
I miss walking by your side
With your arm locked inside of mine
In the backyard we were going in circles
As you insisted we had to find the others
Even though the others were no longer there
Telling you the truth, I could not bear
So we simply walked round and round
Until you were ready to go sit down
You would read me your stories
And I will never forget
When you said the words
You were a "waste of talent"
I sincerely hope you did not think that was true
Because you inspired me to write
And you meant the world
To everyone you knew
On That Saturday you looked at me
With such confusion
That is when I realized
It was just a delusion
You said who is that
You called me that "beautiful girl"
I said Grandpa, it's me
I'm your granddaughter
The smile that quickly showed up on your face
Instantly made me feel safe
I saw at that moment you became aware
That it was actually me standing there
You remained so strong for us all
We were not ready for the phone call
Now that your angel has taken you away
I miss you more and more every single day
© 2014 Valerie Lynn. All rights reserved.
I love you <3
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A very touching write, I'm sure your grandad is smiling down on you full of love and pride :)
John
Thank you John! I sure hope he is!
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Such a sad story and so heartfelt; and as John said, I am sure your grandad is looking down on you with great pride :)
Thank you Rachel for taking the time to read and such a sweet comment!
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Valerie! I can truly relate to this touching write. My mother died of dementia last year. She didn't know me in the end. But there was a time or two when she could still speak a little and focus that she seemed to recognize me…her first born. Yep, you grandad and my mom are have a grand time now!
val
Val I am so sorry for your loss. It is such a difficult disease to understand and I know you are right. They are both smiling down on us right now :)
Much Love! <3
VALERIE SUCH A HEART WARMING TOUCHING PIECE ABOUT YOUR DEAR GRANDAD
Thank you so much Tracy!! <3
A really lovely and Heartwarming poem Valerie I am so sorry for your Loss Regards Graham
Thank you Graham! That means so much to me :)
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A so so sad way to end a long and vibrant life!
Difficult for those left behind to witness such a tragic end!
Must try to remember them as they were in happier times
as difficult as that is.
A sad but tender sweet tribute to your dear grandpa!
Hugs, Jack XOXOX
Thank you Jack! I was very close to him and I know he is in a better place now. :)
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~~So much love in this poem, what a beautiful story with words. Touching that you were able to spend such precious time with your Grandpa
Keep writing and expressing what is in your heart, a journal of emotions just ready to share!
Thank you so much!!! I appreciate the support.
Much Love!
Val <3
Valerie Lynn
A touching verse, emotional heart-beats, Thanks for sharing
Great write. Regards & Love
WILLIAMSJI MAVELI
Aww thank you! Your comment made me smile because that verse is so true. I miss him so much.
Val <3