Demons in my mind

Demons in my life

It's diabolical,
Unthinkable,
despicable and more.
Indestructible,
Explicable and Unequivocal to the core.
All these demons in my life and all the pain I can't ignore.
No matter how much to the Dr's,
I beg them to explore.
Demons,
Demons everywhere.
Hidden behind every door!
Knowing they're making my life a hard one.
Knowing they make my life a chore.
The more my Demons target me,
I slip more into a painful abyss.
See,
they fire in abundance,
So they're more likely to hit than miss!

These demons though,
You cannot see.
For they strike and reside,
From deep inside of me.
Rooted to my soul.
Intent for them,
To never leave.
They flaunt,
They mock,
They make my heart bleed.
They were there at first,
When cancer split my seed.
The only thing holding them back,
Is the smoke from my weed.
The ganja smoke ,
Is my one and only waking need.
My need in life,
So I don't fately bleed.
These demons know this,
So try to take heed.
Yet I won't allow it.
I won't allow these demons to feed.
Picking at my soul,
My body,
My mind.
Trying to break my bond from life.
Its all important bind.

These demons aren't just strange.
Each and every one of them are completely and utterly deranged.
None of them though,
Seem the same.
Each has a different intention,
Yet all towards the same game.
To liberate me of my life.
To rid the world of my name.
They rattle my cage every night,
Until I'm driven insane.
The more they do it on the daily,
The more I lose my brain.
If ever I'll be free of them,
I'll finally feel I'm sane.
They haunt and they taunt me.
Following me In my dreams.
They'll do anything to kill me,
Using any kind of means!