DEPRESSION

Miserable!

Is the friend of the one whom makes my life feel like a lion in the midst of its prey being devoured in a slow and painful death "DEPRESSION" is her name a name of stress a name of pain 

I am the gift sent from above but yet i feel like the scum of the world wondering when the day of my lifes true purpose will come to shine,

Life Has a grip on my soul pulling me left and right were shall i go i cant see the light, life is a dream but i am the nightmare! My psychosis is taking its toll cant find my sanity like a wild buck running through a maze of thorns 

MY PRIDE weak like an old mans dieing heart 

until my last breath consumes me

DEATH Would be the only success i have in this life of despire my emotions are decieving like the tattoo on my face 

 EMOTIONS! Tell my story why would i think that anyone would want to hear my story to feel the wrath of my DEPPRESSION 

I see the it now the light at the end of the tunnel of fire with screams of agongy and despire past the arms and legs coming from the midst of the flaming fire but I,ME,THIS MAN IS determined to find that light and take with me to a whole new world of happiness

Im here can you see?

MY HAPPINESS!

Is like a kid running to an ice-cream truck im here my life of misery and despire is finally over! I Run around as if i were in a fantasy world i found my life my sanity i found my way from the maze i found myself now its begining to dawn on me like the beautiful sun in the horizon slowly fading away into the Darkness!

now im with no shine no home no strength im tired from my long day were shall i seek 

SHELTER!

I find in a dark and lonely tunnel i grab a newspaper like i should be reading the wall street to check on my stocks and for fill my wealth and set it on the ground and rest only to realize that it was all a dream

MY DREAM!

Of happiness my dream of finding the light "NO MY SON!" I hear from a whispering voice in my head like a voice recorder playing back. 

DEPRESSION!

"will seek you for the rest of your life" she said i ask "WHY"? "Because you are like the black sheep that blends into the darkness," you are nothing you have no heart no soul no sanity you are 

DEPPRESSED!