Depression

I'm in this fight everything's gonna be alright .Life ,
In life we have choices many many choices now as to if you choose the right path that's completely up to you,life has many ups and downs now as to if you wanna choose what path to choose the ups and downs are up to you, this world's a very scary place dealing with depression is hard trying to actually make a positive expression cause all your filled with is your own thoughts of rejection thoughts of many curves and dead end roads its up to us to walk this path of happiness just to see where it goes ,time is just now time isn't yesterday time isn't a week away time is now and now is where "I am "so if ever life takes you down the continuous road of i coulda shoulda woulda just remember your not there nomore only in a thought and God is with all of us and I believe with all my heart God has my hand during this fight and I pray that I will get better when time in God's time when things will soon be alright ,it's such a struggle oh my and such a puzzle confusion uncertainty trying to find the I am not the I was I did I didn't I couldn't ,find" I am" cause we are strong and powerful when it comes to our thoughts it's just hard with depression man cause I swear there's so many road blocks. Medicine is a cure but I need something more that's here to stay , stay focused and pure so these bogus unnessary thoughts won't haunt me nomore Got me praying on me knees begging God please give me peace of mind to you Father these precious words I speak.