Depression: Am I worth the space?

I take the time to wonder 
If i'm worth the space
Would the world would be better
If i didn't have a place

I get too close to comfort
They try to back me down
When life gets too close 
I slowly start to drown

My life before
The memories wont be missed
Anger fills my body
And comes out through my fist 

Tears come down my face
And I don't even want to try 
I feel as every day
Is just me getting by

Things that make my life worth living
Slowly disappear
I am overcome with sadness
And fire burning fear

Every time my life gets better
It puts me in a trance
I pull out of depression
But someday, I might not have the chance