desirable destined dreams

I've come to know a world so brutal and cold that kept a grudge from dark pasts scripted so long ago for me to see i've turned to be cold hearted jus as they scripted long ago my passion for understanding pain on levels y'all will never know I've exist to show them I'm grown with wisdom to know I've laid past lives to rest from long ago a Never-ending pain that's bleeding to show I'm sadistic as my scripted show as my rymes show I am a desirable soul to walk away from brutality jus as cold as my current flow for them to see I jus want to sit with elders that understood my pain from my blood families that scared me for ever more