Destiny

I can't be mad bout what happens, its destiny
Especially when its affecting me
I tell myself its life testing me
Believe and let it be; but that's difficult
When you expect a different result
To me its an insult, making me conscious of my actions and words
Experiences alter my views of the world
Which explains why I don't have a girl
I got tired of doin curls with her dead weight
Out of respect for myself I gave her space
I tried to wait but my patience ran thin
Along with my pockets so she made a new friend
Again I tell myself you don't need anyone
But i'm unconvinced and rather be alone
Which is why I write and spend my time at home
I don't want to be here but my mind is gone