Develop me..TOMORROW..

'As worthless pain become endless joys,

and broken fragment of yesterday turn to be only adventures'

I wish,

i wish...your wish comes true too..

 For pain,

is all i can sip for the time being,

not even music could suck it away,

all the laughter's of yesterday

the ones that echoed seemingly  forever 

the ones that my soul marked down for eternal joy,

i can only wish..

for as i breathe heartless

hope has dashed me away,

when the volcano struck my heart,

like a car without an engine ,

 my whole being went away with the boom!

how wicked ..

even love betrayed an innocent heart,

 i thought ...

i thought  life was a rainbow,

and love was eternal..

i hate that my heart didn't warn me,

i hate that tears never dried out, 

i hate all the tissues that were available,

i just wish,

Wish life wasn't a hypocrite,

that Hearts didn't breath emotions ,

that i never met you,

but i love  that i met you,

i wish society never existed ,

for bad would have died

and good triumphed,

i wish yesterday was optional

i wish love

love was not an illusion..

that love was nothing but eternity,

that love was molded of headless emotions,

that love were a choice,

i wish that ...

hearts never felt..

i wish that wishes were blood drops,

i would drop an ocean drops,

for if wishes were tears ,

my now would have been on clouds, \

if love was love,

my love would have love all loves without love,

If only..

only if we could run back ...

across giant seconds..

through minute like oceans 

and hours like lakes..

i would drown through whatever time served ..

only to save our yesterday,

for when love dies..

humanity and life ....dies with them,

for when love dies..

our love also dies,

for when love dies....

But time promises to future..

and the smile that tears did not smear,

the joys that pain did harbor, 

the love that love failed to love...

the adventure that yesterday flushed to fragments.

I wish....

............