Devil vs. Angel

 The devil has cast judgment upon my circumstance. He laughs at me with his glowing red eyes and says you deserve this my victim. You are deserving of all that is thrown your way, angels have drifted to another in need and have flown over me to the ones who have earned the right to enlightenment.  They needed more than me, they earned the right to receive the help that I did not deserve in my time of crisis and bad judgments. Humans, all of us, no one is better than the other, just feeling they have some sense of entitlement and don't.  Jobs, pride, beauty is all in the working till you are a failure in the eyes of ethics and commitment to yourself and others. I have failed in my life but will change my will to be the one the angels seek and save me from myself. Do I need this angel or several, yes. We are who we are and try to be the best but fail often. Judgments on our souls are never going to save us from heaven or hell. Death is the end. One chance, carpe diem.