Difficult

It’s not always as easy as it seems
Making you happy
I just wanna be the woman of your dreams 
But it can be hard
Every day I learn something new
I feel an new emotion or just deeper blue
Sometimes it can be hard
Loving you
But goddamn it I do 
No one is perfect and we all know that 
Everyone fights and swears 
We struggle with our personal demons 
We try to stay strong
I’m just trying to get through to you 
I don’t want to let go
But Words aren’t always the solution
If you don’t use them right
Half the time you believe your own lies 
But I know it’s not true
Goddamn it sometimes it’s hard
Just loving you