Disoriented

Whats the plan
Man I wish I knew 
But I dont so I go with the flow
Like im out to sea without a compass
Lost with no one to call 
And with no way to survive, i'll starve
With the stars watching me
I got the drive to fight
But I cant find the balance
To stand again
This boat is unstable
And my mind feels incapable
Of changing my enviornment
Due to the crutch of my circumstances
It appears i've made no advances
If any all unsubstantial
But how could I idly await death
When its coming is unpredicted
And continuously im revisited by images
Feeding me with hope and ambition
I'm lost but not without vision..