Do you really love me?

I lay here worried it's been three long days
You never reply doing things in your own ways
Leaving me clueless whether your dead or alive 
Your smile is all I want in life and strive
to keep 
As you leave me worried often to weep
Are these work days really for your job
Or are you a lying and cheating slob
Three days of no reply 
Do you love me or is that a lie?
I don't know what to say this been going on for many weeks
Do you not know my love for you often leaks
Running low on hope
Are you on Dope?
Answer me back I'm scared to death
I'll love you even with my last breath
Only if things get better not bad
This silence is quite sad. 
I'm fading away slowly but fast
I was hoping to last
I wish you'd least let me know how you are
Here have your keys back this is your car
I'll give you your distance if that's what you want
If it's another girl I'll cut the cunt
I'm only worried out of my mind
Stop ignoring me and and lets rewind.