BE GONE.

Why dont you see me?

Do you not know that I am here?

You live in my home, I am the noise late at night , I am what the dog barks at when you are all alone.

I am the chills that you sometimes feel, a presents, a sense of someone, when there is nobody home

Sometimes I just stand and watch you while you sleep, sit on your bed , try to remember what it is like to breath

I have flickered the lights when you sit at night, I have made you question if someone is here, oh yes, I have seen your fear, I am in the darkest corner, "watching you my dear". .

When she took my life, it was not meant to be 

Now you are here in my home

I do not wish to harm you, I do not wish to fight, but I am becoming more frustrated and lonely each night

I did not mean to break it, the photo frame that day, I was sad at the picture of your children and you at play. 

I do not know how you got here, Or why are you in my house?

I have tried to tell you nicely " to just go away"

My family might come back when you are gone, and with my children I could  play

I do not like how you have moved things, or the colours you choose

You must leave now, you know you will lose

To-night when you sleep, I will play with your hair, blond and silkly just like my little girls

I used to put ribbions and make beautiful bows, dress them with bloomers under  lace clothes, hug them and love them, tell them they are the best. 

This was my life before being laid to rest

She grew jealous of my love for them. A horror of a women, tried to ruin the love we had with all of her mite. Bitter and twisted, full of spite

In this very room, the room that you write she came behind me one dark lonely night

Took the breath from my body, drove the knife deeper to made sure i was dead. The apple blossom tree in your garden, under it she placed me when she was sure I was dead. 

My girls had no father, no one to protect them or to fight against the evil that lived with them in this house.

A crazy mother, whos mind was absent and full of dispear, this was all that they had, so I simply had to stay, how could I rest for even one day

I had to save my family and get rid of that woman, so with my children I could be once more

In the attic my spirit woke one rainy dark night. I walked around the house so quitely only to find you sleeping here in my house

My little girls where nowhere to be found, I looked and I looked 

But when I saw them

Buired beside me in the ground

I know that their spirits must come now out to play, to live here with me forever and a day

But first you must " GO AWAY." 

So tonight dear I will sit while you sleep and I will play and run my fingers through your hair, place my hand gently upon your face, I will give you this one last grace. 

When you wake in the morning you must leave this place

I wont always play nicely, wont be gentle for long

Remember me when the dog barks, take notice when the light flickers, next time you feel  a chill down your spine, remember this letter I left for you, Warning received  -  BE GONE.