Dreadful Thought

A thought soo annoying

That makes my heart to shrink..

I wonder if its really true..

Then the life will stop..with poison in the drink..

I wont let it happen

I have a belief

But something is there tearing me apart

I cannot find any relief

There is a fear creeping in my mind..

And I have gone mad for it..

I cannot get the positive wipes..

A dreadful sight in every bit..

Soo many hopes and a big pressure

I cant explain it to anyone..

To reach those heights now nothing is left

Than to stop walking..and to simply run and run

Its sometimes like I am the one

And only one to win..

But latter side disturbs me more

And the faith is getting dim..

I don’t know what will happen tomorrow

I will be the one or not

But I will give my best efforts

For this mystery to be sought.