Dream or Nightmare?

Last night I was paralyzed
But I was on a mission
A search for information
While three men harrassed me
I tried defending myself
But all I could do was speak
As I was swallowed by my anger
Nothing I said worked as they pushed me to the ground
Faces full of smiles
To make it worse you were their henchmen
You gave them ammo and a target
I tried reasoning but you ignored me
With a stone face and a cold heart
Awake I search for its revelance in my life
As a sign of caution or symbolism
Over time we've grown distant
First mentally and emotionally 
Which soon reflected physically
By this point even communication is down to a minimum
And I can no longer see the future 
I once envisioned with you
Instead im blinded by attacks
Rendering me defenseless
Leaving me to nurse my wounds
At the expense of your amusement