Dreams

~~Days past, night flutters in, the thought of one slowly withers it's way in. Closed eyes to an unknown perception, brings only uncertainty, an unknown recollection. Slow motion is time at rest, my attention slowly in a state of arrest. A silouette appears, long brown hair, my heart stopped numb, do I dare. To reach, to touch, will it scare her, will it be to much. Her voice echoes in a beautiful tone, lights dim, now it's me and her alone. As if I'm a ghost, she doesn't know I'm there, suddenly the wind gust, my eyes began to stare. Deep into the side of her face, tingling inside, I want to see who ,for my heart starts to race. Reaching my hand to let her know I'm there, suddenly it's just me, she's gone out of no where. I feel as if the world came to a pause, the pain deep, the darknesses silent applause. I close my dreary eyes, for I want to awake, tears drip I began to shake. An echo in the distance, arose my eyes, brought a grin, took away the cries. The silouette back again, I'm in a different place , only this time, hand out, coming closer, I could make out a face. Beautiful brown hair, silky serene skin, she softly grabbed my hand to pull me in. I gazed deep into her eyes, feeling nothing but peace, in came her lips only to release. I blinked as if this were not real, she put one finger over my lips, quietly she wanted me to feel. A feeling I've never felt, heaven had sent her, to expose the cards I had been dealt. Her hand dropped slow, again was I asleep, I did not know. This silouette I'd seen before, through closed eyes, through an unknown corridor. She whispered a soft word, my heart rapidly dropped me to the floor. The sound of the ocean, in a perfect sunset, she held me close, our feelings to protect. I held on dearly as she faded away, begging god, please let me stay. I want to feel this forever, you sent her here, for the pain is gone I feel no fear. Slowly she drifted into the sun, holding tight was her hand, emotions then began to run. When she was gone, I, alone again, wishing the pain would transcend. Bring her back for I didn't get a name, if I awake, will I meet her through fates waiting game. Sounds got silent, vision blurred, opened my eyes starring, unable to say a word. I had awaken from a message well sent, my heart longed to figure out what this meant. Days passed I sat and pondered, who may she be, an alert came through, god answered for is it she. One look of recognition, a blank stare, a message was sent, for the women in my dreams was always there.