dried-up beneath the sun

If i sit still long enough
Within this frozen time
Will my eye's bare whiteness
To the seeds planted here
As the soil move's moment less
Waiting for the first sign of growth
Tiny sprouts of light green
If i sit here crying inside
Will it have strength to flourish
I'd water my sorrows tears
But im all run dry
A hollow dwelling which overflowed
Looking with hopeful
eyes that ache
Just barely breathing the intake
Whether it grows into a flower
Or dies a painful death
The struggle is not of being alone
As i draw another empty breath
Patently watching on
Movement non
Hoping for support of the warmth
Within the sun
Does the fate of this flower slow
When seed's decide not to show
Just one tiny fragile green
Sitting in the silence
Is this the death of thee
Frozen timelessness
Anticipated arrival
Praying such life shall live
Wishing my tears of sorrow's
Had everything to give
Surrounding the seed
within my empty heart's soil
Numbness within my mind
Will the colours be beautiful
Or blackest touch of night
Is hope to far to reach
The warmth within the sun
Shall it die in moments
Or revive in earth again
Tiny soils movement non
Protection overcome
Wisps away like heartache
faded away like dust
Distance now from the innocence
Planted seeds have none
Opened up my heart to bleed
Lays dried-up beneath the sun
No tears of water to nourish
The aching can't survive
Light green a vision
The eyes have died inside
Nothing to display
Emptying colours of non
Deathlike remembrance
The fight of love is lost
a battle beneath the sun Not won.