Eclipse of the Mind

Whene the day fades to night 
my demons come out to play
I know they're trying to kill me 
Even when I’m wide awake
Every time I close my eyes 
The dead appears in my dreams
How can I escape this darkness 
When daylight reflects  tragedy 
Time after time I fight these battles 
Mentally fatigued and all alone 
Desperately and impatiently waiting
For my Angels to take me home
My heart aches for the love once felt
Before my soul they came to take
I’m tired of being this shell of myself
My mind full of negativity and hate
My health has now turned against me
Only further pushing me down
I feel like I’m stranded in a ocean
While my only option left is to drown
But the fighter in me will never give up
No matter how much darker it becomes
The demons may think the war is over
But my determination says it’s just begun