Emotional

I'm not a role model
I'M AN EMOTIONAL WRECK WAY PAST OF BECOMING A ROLE MODEL!
Everything is just sad
All the things I say and do some how always turn up bad
Busy, Busy life passing me by
All life fast forwarding then we grow old and die
Nothing is never good enough
Why cant you just be happy for me, even when I try!?
Pain go away
Why do you always stay
How come you love to torture my soul this way?
I hate my life
Yeah I guess I do need some counseling
I need someone to stay by me
WITHOUT DISAPPEARING AND ALWAYS STAY DOUBTING ME!
Down and then up, up and then down, and then up and then down I stay
Why am I always down?
Hard times, Harsh words, tough love gave me a cold heart
SELF CENTERED? BITTER? MAD AT THE WORLD!?
HELL YEAH! it never gave me anything to look up too
Talk to me, love me, open up to me
HELL NO REACH OUT TO YOU?
FU*K me? NO FU*K YOU!
I've always been fine without you
You left me, wouldn't look at me
HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU ALWAYS LOVED ME?
LIAR, YOU F**KING LIAR!
Why you gotta be such a damn liar?
Do I not deserve the truth?
Am I not worthy enough to get love too?
I'm hurting
I hurt so much that I hurt myself
But you don't realize that do you?
I sit here holding everything in and when it explodes I'm crazy
YEAH I'M REAL CRAZY
All because of you
Mad at the world and everything in it
Tired of being tired and crying,
Night, Day and Evening
I'm just reaching out for the love I used to know to be true.
Where did you go?
Whatever happened to you?