Estrenar

Estrenar is the act of using something for the first time.
Do you mind if I use you ? 
You said my eyes sparkle when I am talking with passion.
I want to see it too.
You said my smile was half prude, half mischevious.
You said you fell for it. 

Dear estrenar,
for the first time I want to fall in love with me.
I want to kiss my lips with yours,
I want to discover my body for the first time.
You eyes gave me an idea, but I want to feel it too.
I want to name every constellation you found on my skin. 
I want my heartbeat to go crazy when I am not around.
I want to be jealous of myself when I am thinking about you.
I want to say my name when you ask me if there's someone else.
I want you to fear the fact I might leave you to be alone with myself.

Dear estrenar,
you are the first time I want to fall in love with me.