Even Thou

I still find myself going thru your pictures

Even thou its been months since we decided to say we no more

I still find myself dialing your numbers

Even thou you told me never to call you

I still write an sms to you, delete before i send

Even thou i know its wrong too say i love you

I still wish to write to you express how i feel

Even thou i know you don`t feel the same

I find myself waking in the mid of the night thinking i will see you

Even thou i know for a fact you are very far from me

I cry myself to sleep thinking about you

Even go to the sea bank, just to cry, hoping a mermaid will strike me with luck to move on

I just cant seem to find that cure of moving on

Even thou i know by now its the only right

I still can`t shake how i feel about you

I still can`t digest where we are, to where we come from

Ask myself will i ever find someone of your caliber

Will i ever find someone better then you

Umhlaziyi Ozimele

Sandile Mngadi