Ever nothings

Beautiful fear-
Lovely nightmares-
Are what lives here- 
When night isn't darkness-
And love isn't light-
We hold our thoughts in our heads-
Not strong enough to fight-
And I'd jump into hell- 
If you let me hold your hand- 
Let you break my bones- 
If your name on my heart, you would brand-
Could the clouds sweep me up-
Away from my pain-
And your tears in my cup- 
Let the wind roll away my cries-
And crush my heart of glass-
The one thing I despise- 
If snow was like the dust in my mind- 
So pretty and pristine- 
But as useless as a starlight once shined-
But one must never forget-
Or forgive the past mistakes-
Least your loves be changed-
Or leave memories bleeding in your wake-