Everything Including The River Sinks

It's time you give up on this act performance 
Summon your capability of being true 
If not for me, to your own self be honest 
Move past onto what your heart's telling you to pursue

Can't place blame on exactly what it officially was 
That's always prevented us from ever just winning 
But it does exist and we both know because 
It's always been there from the very beginning 

And I know this fact, one to not brag of 
Though just further proves me of my understanding
I'm easy going when it comes to love
But you're not as willing of simply just handing 

Over me of your you, your entire you 
As I'll surender with no questions asked 
Will my blind eyes realize there's only a few 
Left ready to offer this raw and unmasked

I hope that I'm later preserved somehow
As something your heart tries to try to remember 
But I think it's best that at least just for now 
That we sum this up, not a happy ender 

And I know you know that I know that you're knowing 
Isn't what I've spent all this time to achieve 
It seems we're not whole, refuse to grow up and start showing 
Each other the love we're both deserving to receive