EXPECTATIONS

am I a romantic or hardly?
a lover of loving or maybe partly
I, a prey or not even?
your intent honest or with treason?
are you a choice, safe and harmless?
or a risk and gamble and I'm thoughtless?
are you a bastard and I'm a fool?
are you deserving or self serving and cruel?
happy with bland and downright boring?
or yearning ecstatic, sexy and adoring..
content with your life? slow and plain?
or seeking speedy on a fast bullet train?
safe and sound like the one in your hands?
or want one short lived but dangerously grand?

your desires are ones to be respected
your choices from the past and are to be expected
your sins maybe secrets but are reflected
our fantasies and dreams are surely collected
some moments and memories subtly protected
emotions and feelings deeply injected
consequences and outcomes gruesomely effected
reasonings and logic are often rejected
my ideas and views some you've objected
I may be wrong and I stand to be corrected
but we are friends and no doubt we are connected
but a victim I am not and our friendship I selected
and with all the above, still......kinship is perfected
powerful and almighty!..lastly..I shall not be neglected!