Fading Away

Rattle my bones,
Make me feel at home.  
Tell me your story,
And how you feel alone. 
Comforting words and blossoming love,
Crashing down now,
Like there was never any love. 
You said that you loved me,
I believed you too. 
Said that you wanted me to stay here with you. 
Shouldn't have listened to your sweet words but,
Each time you said them, 
I felt like I was alive,
I felt like I was on fire,
I felt like I felt like we had something,
I felt like I had a purpose on this earth.
But love isn't enough,
When you have the dark,
Trying to tell you to stop,
Telling you you'll never be enough. 
You're a drug,
And I just can't get enough.
You're making me weaker and weaker, 
Yet I still feel that need.
Need for love,
Need for that drug,
Need for being held,
And feeling like I actually live in this world.
But you are gone,
You're not the same,
You slowly began,
To fade far away.
You have forever been changed.
It's a shame,
I really thought that this,
Was so much more,
Way before,
You closed that door.