Fake Happiness
I have just now realized my happiness is fake
One bad memory is all it takes
The cuts are getting deeper and deeper
If I don’t stop I might visit the grim reaper
Why do I always act like I’m fine?
I’m getting tired of trying
But what would my friends do without me?
If I’m in the ground 6 feet deep?
Do they actually care?
Even if it’s my skin I tear?
Would they care if I grabbed a noose?
And I hanged myself not lose?
Am I just staying here for no one?
Am I allowed to say I’m done?
I want to be done with this sorrow
What would happen if I’m not here tomorrow?
Should I stay and see what my fate is?
Or do I say goodbye and blow a kiss?
Should I put a bullet through my head?
So I will be gone and dead?
Do I reopen my veins and slowly fade away?
And miss my birthday that’s in May?
Should I stay here for the ones I love?
And I will just say I will be tough?
 Maybe I’ll stay another day             Â
And not let my body waste away
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Rebecca,
A beautifully written story of hope lost by the character in this poem, hoping the character and the writer, doesn't share the same heart, that called for the creation, of this powerful poem of depression and feelings of sheer sadness and no self worth to any,(including to herself)... Which ever the case,(hoping not with you), this poem speaks for all those that feel this way but hasn't had the courage to speak out, rather than cut out the insecurity demons, that others utilize as tactics,(their tools of their trade), to demean innocent people, such as this one portrayed in this emotional poem....You wrote this quite well....
Kind regards,
JimÂ
You would be missed by many, many people sweety, your Mum would miss you terribly and think of the pain she would feel for the rest of her life. When someone hurts you emotionally say to them `I am a much better person than you and I won`t allow you to hurt my feelings again as you are the one who is not worth my time` Stay strong and stick up for yourself. You are a very talented and beautiful young lady and a valuable member of society. Well done on another well written piece sweety so keep writing those feelings down and you will eventually start to feel more positive I promise you will.
Love George xx