Fall Off

Where is the edge of the earth so I may fall off?
Everyone I loved now hates me so living a happy life is now called off.
Sadness has given me an illness that no doctor can cure.
No drink can cure this either,
So the edge of the earth is what I avidly search for.
So I can fall off and be forgotten like a coin in the couch.
It’s come to me that I cannot make anyone happy anymore more,
Neither myself, so what is there to live for?
The happiness I’ve once felt has faded away like an old picture,
So falling off the face of the earth is a much better picture.