Fast forward

What is the past with out its own future to tell. Fast forward in time your a ghost in a shell. How do you know everything will work out. You can’t just fast forward with a scream and a shout. You want to believe in something you trust. But if words start to fast forward there gone in a gust. Like a tornado sucked up and destroyed. You may never get them back or feel such a void. It’s hard as you move on but what else can you do. Pray that your own sky can still become blue. The memories will stick I can’t rewind them. I can only remember as the time we have been. When I look at our past I only want to press play. What did I do when you stopped loving each day. I could fast forward through time but the past was so real. We loved one another we made that a deal. I guess time can change as it fast forwards in time. I wish I could go back and still make you mine. I lost a true diamond I let go of my jewel. I let you leave and acted a fool. I should of done more and I’ll be forever sorry for that. I should of listened to you like the ears of a cat. I let you walk away as the time went to fast. But I’ve always loved you I thought it would last.