feed me today .

Thank you Ricardo means alot to hear from you, this is a personal piece i wrote last night for a friend of mine, I'm going through a person struggle with eating, I've battled this on and off for years, it's a mind and body fight that i just can't seem to end, someone i love batted anorexia and almost died a few years ago, she is fighting the demons in her mind still, and was struggling last night, this was my way to support her, and show that she isn't alone, I've always been a light weight, i try so hard to gain weight, my heaviest being 53kg, after months of my intense watchful eyes and calculations, i hit a bad path recently and I'm suffering for it now , being only 48kg at the age of 32, is dangerous, i have a fight ahead of my , my body is rejecting food, I'm going back on a liquid diet, i guess psychologically words about someone's weight can cause extreme damage in so many ways, one must always be careful xoxo love to you nardine.