Feeling Odd

Lately my mind has been quiet
In an eerie calm before the storm way,
I go about my day feeling somewhat disconnected
distracted and almost wispy.
Is this a reaction to the pandemic?
The societal stress and enforced separation,
the anxiety and heightened awareness of death,
the endings and beginnings of things.
Is it the ozone layer or chem trails?
Or the food additives or maybe even round up posioning?
God forbid it should be any of those law suit things
or GMO  food.  I think it is the vibrations of things..
the unseen yet felt EMF and photons and quarks flying around
Whatever it is .. I do feel oddly different.
It is not unpleasant . to feel disconnected from outcome
not trying to enforce an expected event.. pressuring the daily grind
to produce and deliver.. to be successful 
Whatever society deems that is ... 
Poor bastards we just dont know what to do with ourselves
Do we?