Feelings
Can't help the feelings
Inside my head
There are some days
I wish I was dead
Can't stop the demons
That battle inside
Sometimes they take me
For one hell of a ride
Which wolf do I feed
The good or the bad
These are some of the worst feelings
That I've ever had
I am so happy
On days when there's rain
So no one can see
These tears of pain
Some days are good
But they are very few
Most days I want to give up
And start my life anew
My head is full of darkness
I don't know where to turn
When all I feel is hatred
I just want to crash and burn
I don't like feeling like this
So full of loneliness and despair
Like I'm sinking in the sea
And gasping for air
People like to judge
And say hurtful things
These people don't know me
Or my inner feelings
When the darkness surrounds me
I search for the light
I can't give up now
Not without a fight
The darkness is strong
It pulls at my soul
Dragging me down deep
Into a gaping big hole
I'm going deeper and deeper
Into this void of despair
I can't fight anymore
But I don't really care
The darkness has won
You won't hear me anymore
I'm putting down my pen
And closing the door
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This is was my demon as well, I feel the hurt and pain. I've been there more times than id like to share, but Don't you ever give up there will be sunshine even in the darkest of days, I've lived that life of pain and horror, but writing will help just expressing your feelings on paper, much love friend i'm here if you need someone to just listen. Have a wonderful day:)Β Β
Thank you Kay, my friend.Β
Ah yes, Tony. That abysmal abyss and beyond. I've sailed the River Styx a few times myself.
Can't say I like Hades much.
Charon, the old bone-faced ferryman, he's pretty quiet though, just as long as you have gold to give him.
Nice writing. Dark, deep and conveys the depression many of us feel or have felt at one time or another.
Keep fighting the good fight!
~Dean Kuch
Thank you Dean.Β
My pleasure, Tony.
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Thank you. I appreciate any and all comments.