Fight, no longer

That feeling when your standing in a crowd
Your throat strickens and your eyes tear up
To not be heard you keep silent
Your voice a lump stuck choking you
To not be seen you don't even breath
Afraid it will come out ragged
That you'll draw their attention
You just stand there, still
not moving while the people around you are,
Your hands tremble as you clench them trying not to scream, cry
Your lips bleeding from biting to hard
And Slowly, slowly you start caving in on yourself
Until finally you cant stand no longer
The first tear falls down your rosy cheek
As does the first drop of blood from your lip
Your hands fall limp as you crash to the ground
No longer able to endure
No longer able to fight
No longer, just... no longer