Final Goodbyes

I remember, holding it together
Standing there, looking down to You
Calm on the outside, torn apart inside
Holding back tears, trying to forget
That Memory, That Conversation
We had the day you left
My arms embracing you then
This coffin around you now
Six Months, I'll see you then
Not like this, Never imagined this
Saying Goodbye, so much harder now
Having to Live This Life
With this constant reminder of you
Echoing through the night
On playback through the day
Reliving that memory, of regret
When a Friendly Goodbye and Hug
Turned into, my Final Words To You
I am Tormented by Goodbyes.

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Comments
I know that feeling truly consumes the entirety of one's soul,
Leaving emptiness, a deep deep darkening hole :( , I'm haunted too,
You say it perfectly. Much love my friend xox
It's how I learned to love my own awaiting death.
Your way to kind Nardine, and it does tear you up, but I have come to learn and grow, yeah I must be getting older. It seems those experiences became y biggest learning tools for life.
Most definitely, the alternative leaves you already dead in wait.
Be weightless in living, love everything, whilst forgiving.
Hugs xox
It doesn't cross most people lives to live everyday as their last, not meaning live fast, I mean stop and cherish the ones who love you and you love jn return. Thank you FlowerGirl I really appreciate it.