Final submission
To those who may read this
Dazed and confused
Sick, twisted and used
That’s how you’d feel
If you too were a victim
of some kind of abuse.
I believe as it stands
I am now the accused
Unable to summon
the courage to choose.
Abuse of a privilege
I can no longer use.
Am I right to believe
that I can no longer choose?
Or is there still time
to put down the drugs
and the booze?
Able to at last summon
the courage to not use?
And finally end this unwanted,
chronic and ongoing abuse?
And without it within me
I could actually thrive.
Do I still I have
the right to survive in your eyes?
Or is my time up now
am I ready to die?
At the end of the day
It then becomes night
I actually sense that
The end is in sight
Time to take back that which
Is rightfully mine.
In essence I need
Just a sliver of hope
And achieve even momentarily true peace of mind.
Find a way to make peace with the past and leave it behind.
Can I at last
Get the chance
To finally shine?
The chance to believe
That I deserve to survive? ~
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Comments
Nice write! I believe the the purpose of the war in heaven was the right to choose, and that it was won by Jesus The Christ! and that He is the eternal Savior, therefore there is always hope, and that we have been given the free gift of immortality and the right to choose" eternal life" or the highest degree of glory! Being spirit children I believe we have" agency" that had a price. All the best!.........Jim
Fantastic piece of poetic deliberation!!....And certainly, profound subject matter to say the very least!!......LOVE IT!!....bravo dear poet brother!!....LOVE & ROCKETS!!.....thanx for sharing this......it helped!!......Peace.......T xo : )