Finally here...

17/01/2022
Finally here....

Well I’ve been waiting 2 years or so,

For respitory reasons,

To date,

Still Unknown.

The day is neigh,

For me to unwantedly,

Briefly flee.

Hopefully just for the 2 weeks they’ve said,

Now the Hospital date is known.

So Monday it is.

2 weeks of hell and murder,

Away from my kids,

Away from my family.

Even worse,

Away from my most loved one and soulmate.

My fiancée Liz.

Not just her but also her bundle of 4.

I’ll miss them all,

During this latest,

hospital ‘biz’.

My kids treat it with normality,

Like it is what it is.

Yet its a 1st for my newest loved ones.

For them,

It’s a big deal.

I mean all my health buisness.

Life for us has really only just started.

A life full of fun.

9 times the fizz.

Many have all the time in the world on their hands.

I just want a minute or 2,

For the ones I’ll sorely miss.

Whereas 2 weeks for me,

Are 2 sacred weeks that my life will now,

‘down the drain piss’.

I have to take the good and light out of this horrible situation.

I need time with my loved ones,

Like we need water for our thirst.

They are my saturation.

My saving grace.

My own army of salvation.

There’s no need for ‘God’,

Neither for religious salutation.

I’m a man of love,

literary and science.

Like I’m a one man type of revolution.

Just searching throughout my life,

For some kind of natural retribution.

So off to Papworth I go

To make my lung function more.

Giving my life a breeze forward,

A blow.