Flower one

 Want to come back, but have too many debts to pay.
  Looking through these black holes...what is the truth and what is the lie?  
 Things that I want for my life seem too far away.  
 What's the point of screaming if they're even scared of looking at me?

Do you know why ?  

 Want to come back, but have too many debts to pay.  
 Writing songs about living with loneliness.  
 But would my art lasts if i've been just like them?  
 No desire, no hope...Can I borrow your anger only for once?  

  Looking through these black holes...what is the truth and what is the lie?  
  I know it was a long time ago, but do you still have my real face in your mind?  
  Remember when I used to dye my hair blonde and wear everyday red?     Now, all my colours are over...

 
  Things that I want for my life seem too far away.  
  Begging like a fool just to have a little bit more time,   
  Ask me how i'm doing and then spit the place where I sat down.
  Is ,wanting something more, such a big crime?  

  What's the point of screaming if they're even scared of looking at me?  
  ,,Girls like you don't have friends", they said.
    ,,Oh, you're so smart..i'm so jealous", she said.
  Hide from them.Dive  yourself into the sea.

Do you know why ?
Did you feel it?
What did he say?
Why they're scared of sincerity?  
Do you know why ?  

  What's the point of screaming if they're even scared of looking at me?   
  Things that I want for my life seem too far away.   
  Looking through these black holes...what is the truth and what is the lie?  
  Want to come back, but have too many debts to pay.