Fly high

Another beer
Another pill
Another night to fly high
Another memory
Another escape
Another reason to forget why
Waking up another day with you gone
It takes a piece of your heart
Sometimes I break down just hearing a song.
Sometimes I wonder how I've kept breathing for so long.
Another picture
Another year
I swear I can still hear your voice.
I know this wasn't ever your choice.
To break me
Make me
You'd hate to see me this way.
Hearts so heavy
I wonder how it even beats
Trying to move on
But I compare everyone to you.
It doesn't matter who I meet
Months
Years
It doesnt matter
I still search for your face. 
I can't find myself.
I feel like without you I don't fit in any specific space.
How am I supposed to go on?
How am I meant to live?
How am I supposed to keep it together?
I can't forget you like them.