Focused on placing emotions fixing intention perceived tainted

1. In my past tricks played on others opinion how I'm perceived 

Lust to differ from obvious complex sheltering flaws stacked up agents projected image formulated in idolized model personality put forth by Carter's living your dream

1. Delusions formats to satisfy your skills special to all measured in egos of people speculating ehcothers ability 
2. A force of lies sinking all hope of preserving the self image true to ones personality lost empty soul dead waiting to pass into a difrent stage of creation no body attached image no longer a possibility 
3. Each. Day sets a sun to wait the next day laminated a fresh sun raised new challenges demand your attention  progress held in place 
4. A circle of recurrence dwindles the idea in discovery finding a better place 
5. If this will always be my best little chance  finding bettering my place its all only a waste