For all he can endure

Why is it that I fall apart and come back into place,  is it the beauty in my heart for him,  embedded in his grace,  I've a million reasons not to know but a million more just to be so sure, a billion satisfactions that keep my love as pure, I've longed a lifetime just to please the tender soul her holds within,  and begged the nights I've  held his love,  and felt his touch upon my skin, for all he can endure is timeless there could never be another flame,  I've reached a part of this here life and wish to hold his name, we've made promises I intend to keep, the factual love without the errors,  for he's embedded deep, I cannot sleep without his arms safely around me tight,  it's just the naked value in another form or empty night,  I cannot believe the sorrows plaguing as we separate from being whole,  he has grown upon my heart so endlessly and etched upon my soul
I wonder so often where he gathers pleasures known to man, and hope for all eternity its in the presence of my hand, id never part from touching his, a soft enlightenment of need, a love like this is truly heaven,  a garden bearing the only seed , i love him without reluctance,  im in full faith to make things right,  he is guarded by my love and there we find the light,  I cannot imagine a life without him,  a word or gesture said,  to be or not the one and only,  who sleeps within his bed, I found a place of deep contentment,  I've never felt as honoured by,  and the thought of losing him brings many tears to these known eyes, in my dreams he played a prince he brings the oceans to a rush, and here I stand within the water,  a love so deep and known to blush, I could not have another world if to change its place,  for another life without him now and sweet look upon his face,  I'd die a million times for love if he was the last one yet to breathe,  for I'm indebted to his love and I could never leave.